Thursday, February 24, 2011

Sadness spread!

In my life, I have had really interesting journey so far! Lot of years passed by. In the search of 'what to search for'. I missed a lot and I felt I wanted so less, I wanted so much and I felt I got so less. I got so much and I felt how to use that much!


Sometimes too deep and sometimes very abstract understanding about what's happening inside of me. In this journey, I learned a lot. Many times I felt, I received enough learning and I am really done! What more can I get? Not knowing what lies ahead of me, it was always the sadness underneath ambiguity.

Although I carried greatly happy attitude towards life, I conquered all the sad events in life, I still can not like ambiguity in life. I know there is something called patience but sigh! me and patience... one difficult area where I still struggle.

After n number of years wait, I have found some real strong and 'for-life' source of happiness, I am very happy. But the ambiguity still does not leave me and sadness tries to spread under that cover.

What do I do?


It's about outlook

Life is beautiful. Sooner or later, one experiences the beauty in everything around, if only one chooses to see so.

Simplest example - how depressing you may feel if you are alone and in the coldest city with the snow, ice and rain all the times (specially without Sun). But if your heart is happy, then you find glass trees also beautiful.

Time n again, life keeps proving to me that it's all about perception of an individual, it's about outlook that one carries.