रिश्ते - बड़ी नाज़ुक होती है ना उनकी तार? कितना भी गेहरा रिश्ता क्यों ना हो, लेकिन जब निभाने की बात आती है तब उसे निभाना दोनो तरफ से होता है! एक तरफ़ा रिश्ता, कोई रिश्ता ही नही...
जिंदगी कितनी ही कठिन क्यों ना हो, लेकिन वफादारी हर पल कायम रखनी होती है!
जाने क्यों, पता नहीं लेकिन जब भी खुद को ऐसे हालात में देखती हूँ की रिश्ता सिर्फ अपनी तरफ से निभाए जा रही हूँ तब दिल रो देता है! कुछ अर्थ नही लगता साथ बिताये पलों का॥
Relations can become a strength and it can be the weakness also ~ It's up to us what we want it to be!
Na???
~KrupA
Showing posts with label Struggle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Struggle. Show all posts
Friday, October 12, 2007
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
!~! Worded Feelings !~!
तनहाई आज फिर से रोई,
चीख चीख साँसे फिर थम गयी,
कभी तमन्नाओ की मेहफिल सजी थी,
बेपनाह आज धड़कन की गुज़ारिश हुई;
सुबह सजी ख्वाबों की नाव,
जिंदगी के तूफान में शाम सी डूबी ;
कितना समजाऊ इस दिल को,
जब जिंदगी बेरंगी हो गयी!!
चीख चीख साँसे फिर थम गयी,
कभी तमन्नाओ की मेहफिल सजी थी,
बेपनाह आज धड़कन की गुज़ारिश हुई;
सुबह सजी ख्वाबों की नाव,
जिंदगी के तूफान में शाम सी डूबी ;
कितना समजाऊ इस दिल को,
जब जिंदगी बेरंगी हो गयी!!
Trying to put emotion in words for the time when a person is struggling to create motivation to live life and in that struggle when that person faces (ups and) downs.
~KrupA
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
A writer
What defines a writer? I was wondering.
Long ago, I had got this feedback that I should write in a way that a person who is reading it, can 'feel' what I have written. If I have written a poem, a person should be able to feel the depth of each word.
I had taken that quite seriously. I have been trying to improve my writing by doing proof-reading (many times) and making sure that the meaning is being conveyed in its right manner.
It was shocking and disappointing, BUT, that is exactly my aim when I say I want to excel in writing - I want to write in a way that every single person who's reading my post can feel the 'right' purpose behind the post, can feel the right meaning of the words used. I wish to see that day soon!! (I need to study more about how to write, I guess)
~KrupA
~KrupA
Monday, March 19, 2007
That's kinda addiction...
Happiness and Suffering - are kinda in pair and also kinda addiction, until you achieve control over it. Something makes me happy, Let me do that again. Somethings make me sad, why do they happen and why do I get affected by that sadness. So many why's!!
For example, Talking with this person makes me happy, his presence around makes me feel comfortable, if he calls I feel good, but on the other hand, without that person I feel lonely, sad or rather frustrated. (I think 'Frustrated' was more appropriate word :) ) Frustration is caused because your expectations are not met. Every expectation that doesn't get fulfilled, you suffer each moment because of that.
Well, I say.. there is no harm in doing something again & again which can make you happy. But what about the addition your mind develops towards suffering?
Heard about some people going through some similar emotions. Felt pity on them. Hmm 'Pity', because People do not identify their own capacity of handling themselves for being dragged away. First being out of control and hence having no control.
However Some time back, I also observed it within myself - how I get dragged away with sad emotions. If something, some song, some event makes me sad, I 'want' to feel that sadness. My mind controls me to go through such suffering. In fact, I also observed that if some set of friends are around, who can truly become my emotional support, I used to remain sad with them.
Note here that I did not get sad because of 'friends' company' but read further you will know what I mean.
I knew that with them I can talk about things which makes me sad. And trust me, your mind's sad(active) part requires food and by talking about same set of dissatisfaction in life, sadness, problems - you are doing nothing good to yourself but rather growing/maturing the 'sad' part of your mind.
Every observation is meant to improve something in you. I think For me, I am consicous about how mind reacts to particular events and makes my body feel that suffering. I know I am trying to overcome the 'out of control/no control' situation and I am sure I am progressing. Staying in the 'now' has helped me a lot.
To people who may experience suffering due to expectations/no acknowledgement or who can identify that they are really addicted to the 'suffering' - I would tell -'Help yourself, Control yourself and be Alert to your mind's reactions'.
~KrupA
For example, Talking with this person makes me happy, his presence around makes me feel comfortable, if he calls I feel good, but on the other hand, without that person I feel lonely, sad or rather frustrated. (I think 'Frustrated' was more appropriate word :) ) Frustration is caused because your expectations are not met. Every expectation that doesn't get fulfilled, you suffer each moment because of that.
Well, I say.. there is no harm in doing something again & again which can make you happy. But what about the addition your mind develops towards suffering?
Heard about some people going through some similar emotions. Felt pity on them. Hmm 'Pity', because People do not identify their own capacity of handling themselves for being dragged away. First being out of control and hence having no control.
However Some time back, I also observed it within myself - how I get dragged away with sad emotions. If something, some song, some event makes me sad, I 'want' to feel that sadness. My mind controls me to go through such suffering. In fact, I also observed that if some set of friends are around, who can truly become my emotional support, I used to remain sad with them.
Note here that I did not get sad because of 'friends' company' but read further you will know what I mean.
I knew that with them I can talk about things which makes me sad. And trust me, your mind's sad(active) part requires food and by talking about same set of dissatisfaction in life, sadness, problems - you are doing nothing good to yourself but rather growing/maturing the 'sad' part of your mind.
Every observation is meant to improve something in you. I think For me, I am consicous about how mind reacts to particular events and makes my body feel that suffering. I know I am trying to overcome the 'out of control/no control' situation and I am sure I am progressing. Staying in the 'now' has helped me a lot.
To people who may experience suffering due to expectations/no acknowledgement or who can identify that they are really addicted to the 'suffering' - I would tell -'Help yourself, Control yourself and be Alert to your mind's reactions'.
~KrupA
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Winning over Negative
Trying to analyze certain mood swings these days:
When your mind and body is surrounded by negative thoughts, you need something which can make that negativity go out of your system. But there is a lot dependency here. Until the right positive support comes up, you are left 'in' that negative force.
Now, there is no way the positive energy comes to you on its own. Spiritually, there is a lot more meaning attached to whatever you are going through. You need to learn how to handle the negative situations on your own and bring the positive life force to kill those wrong emotions. ( 'Wrong' emotion? Well, the emotion which is just the outcome of anger, hatred ( and may be sometimes )having no base - I 'want' to call it as 'Wrong' emotion.) But question arises, how do I kill those? From where do I bring that +ve force? Shall I seek for external factors? Should those external factors be music, dance or some such commonly and always available factors? OR shall I seek for people who can be a good support?
Asking this question again and again, I realized People are not the right support to have around. People also have their wrong/right emotions and their vibrations affect you when you are accompanied by them. As long as good vibes affect, it is fine. But let me tell you how this normally works? When mind's -ve part is active, it can absorb -ve vibes faster than +ve.
What does this mean as a whole? I shall rely on music-like factors? well, thinking more about it I get an answer as 'NO', because ultimately it is an 'external' factor which is of help for a very short timespan.
So far, I am talking about how to get rid of the negative emotions. Right now, My inner self tells me to remain quiet and observe the pattern of negative thoughts and not to react to it. Reacting means feeding -ve part. And reacting means investing energy also. So external-short lifespan- factors might be of help, BUT, rigidly, what I should follow is: 'No Reaction to thoughts!' In fact, sometimes books you read, also help. I must say, my thoughts on this post are quite influenced by the book called The Power of Now. I am glad I got to know about this book & am reading it.
Gettin in touch with a wrong book - can also cause trouble, but to remain quiet is THE solution, I guess.
Alright, seems like some concrete solution is with me, I just need to apply it. Generally, application is visibly difficult, but it is very well possible. So here I go again, to win over -ve emotions :)
~KrupA
When your mind and body is surrounded by negative thoughts, you need something which can make that negativity go out of your system. But there is a lot dependency here. Until the right positive support comes up, you are left 'in' that negative force.
Now, there is no way the positive energy comes to you on its own. Spiritually, there is a lot more meaning attached to whatever you are going through. You need to learn how to handle the negative situations on your own and bring the positive life force to kill those wrong emotions. ( 'Wrong' emotion? Well, the emotion which is just the outcome of anger, hatred ( and may be sometimes )having no base - I 'want' to call it as 'Wrong' emotion.) But question arises, how do I kill those? From where do I bring that +ve force? Shall I seek for external factors? Should those external factors be music, dance or some such commonly and always available factors? OR shall I seek for people who can be a good support?
Asking this question again and again, I realized People are not the right support to have around. People also have their wrong/right emotions and their vibrations affect you when you are accompanied by them. As long as good vibes affect, it is fine. But let me tell you how this normally works? When mind's -ve part is active, it can absorb -ve vibes faster than +ve.
What does this mean as a whole? I shall rely on music-like factors? well, thinking more about it I get an answer as 'NO', because ultimately it is an 'external' factor which is of help for a very short timespan.
So far, I am talking about how to get rid of the negative emotions. Right now, My inner self tells me to remain quiet and observe the pattern of negative thoughts and not to react to it. Reacting means feeding -ve part. And reacting means investing energy also. So external-short lifespan- factors might be of help, BUT, rigidly, what I should follow is: 'No Reaction to thoughts!' In fact, sometimes books you read, also help. I must say, my thoughts on this post are quite influenced by the book called The Power of Now. I am glad I got to know about this book & am reading it.
Gettin in touch with a wrong book - can also cause trouble, but to remain quiet is THE solution, I guess.
Alright, seems like some concrete solution is with me, I just need to apply it. Generally, application is visibly difficult, but it is very well possible. So here I go again, to win over -ve emotions :)
~KrupA
Monday, January 01, 2007
I Can't help!! --- Really??
I have said this MANY times in my life so far and I think I still say it sometimes, but ultimately I do the opposite. Got anything what I wrote? Nah... right?
hmm, "I can't help it" -I have used this sentence many times so far and at the end I do help my self, my continuously thinking mind, the situation. Ask me how & I have the only answer: I had to make a choice and I made one which helped.
Someone has said this and it is Totally TRUE - There are always two choices - one is in favor and one is not. It is up to you to make the right choice.
Level of feeling out of control is so high when you say 'you can't help it'. You can definitely help yourself, you are not so weak. But when you choose not to help your self then I think you are the weakest person. You know the solution to some problem but still you are not able to implement it, how helpless!! How action less!! Did you try taking any action to implement it or you just quitted?
Easier is to say -'Don't quit' - I know that, harder is to implement it. But trust me, it is not impossible.
~KrupA.
hmm, "I can't help it" -I have used this sentence many times so far and at the end I do help my self, my continuously thinking mind, the situation. Ask me how & I have the only answer: I had to make a choice and I made one which helped.
Someone has said this and it is Totally TRUE - There are always two choices - one is in favor and one is not. It is up to you to make the right choice.
Level of feeling out of control is so high when you say 'you can't help it'. You can definitely help yourself, you are not so weak. But when you choose not to help your self then I think you are the weakest person. You know the solution to some problem but still you are not able to implement it, how helpless!! How action less!! Did you try taking any action to implement it or you just quitted?
Easier is to say -'Don't quit' - I know that, harder is to implement it. But trust me, it is not impossible.
~KrupA.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Faith in God
There is a reason for everything on this earth. We Only have the control over what choice we make to see & accept the right reason.
I am here for some purpose, I need to learn to love people, control my anger, accept everyone equally at higher level.. etc... most importantly I am here to stay happy always. I was recently asked a question - 'Do you believe in GOD?' & I said 'No'. Why did I say no? May be because I thought, GOD is not taking care of me & I see no reason to trust Him, as He doesn't do any good to me. But someone (very nice person I know) told me that God's ONLY wish is that we stay happy. He can not do everything in our lives. Our mind as a medium has to translate His holy wishes into actions. But when we choose to stay sad, His wishes are disregarded. How injustice is that!
My answer is changed. Oh of course though- For me, having faith in GOD - has nothing to do with any religious matters. I need to get connected to Him. That's it. It can be anywhere (at home, at temple, at office...), anyhow (meditation, pooja,havan, karma kriya OR just loving&respecting myself).
Okay, what if something terribly goes wrong in your life & you are not responsible for it? Is 'blaming God', in that case, right?
Let me answer this question: Everything has a reason. If something wrong has happened, it is because you needed to learn some lesson out of it & you've not learned one yet. what's the point in blaming God when you did not do your job rightly? [P.S. - I am not talking about only one lifetime here] Had you learned your right lesson at the first place, you would never face it again.
You get ruined in business or you lose your loved one - Is God Responsible? Business case, He never advised you to do what you did & now you are blaming Him. Second case, everyone has limited lifespan. Nature has its own rules & calculations. Everyone has to come, go & come back again. You simply can't blame God for it.
hmm.. Did you get any message out of this post? You need to love yourself & listen to His wishes righly (GOD is within you). You need to translate them into actions so that your purpose is fulfilled/meaning is justified.
In this fast world & 21st century, people would really throw my thoughts into garbage & then they will go back & question God (standing in the temple, looking at the 'x' person, thinking - oh (s)he comes here too?) about their unfulfilled wish.
:) I would just smile then! I've already fulfilled my purpose.
~KrupA
I am here for some purpose, I need to learn to love people, control my anger, accept everyone equally at higher level.. etc... most importantly I am here to stay happy always. I was recently asked a question - 'Do you believe in GOD?' & I said 'No'. Why did I say no? May be because I thought, GOD is not taking care of me & I see no reason to trust Him, as He doesn't do any good to me. But someone (very nice person I know) told me that God's ONLY wish is that we stay happy. He can not do everything in our lives. Our mind as a medium has to translate His holy wishes into actions. But when we choose to stay sad, His wishes are disregarded. How injustice is that!
My answer is changed. Oh of course though- For me, having faith in GOD - has nothing to do with any religious matters. I need to get connected to Him. That's it. It can be anywhere (at home, at temple, at office...), anyhow (meditation, pooja,havan, karma kriya OR just loving&respecting myself).
Okay, what if something terribly goes wrong in your life & you are not responsible for it? Is 'blaming God', in that case, right?
Let me answer this question: Everything has a reason. If something wrong has happened, it is because you needed to learn some lesson out of it & you've not learned one yet. what's the point in blaming God when you did not do your job rightly? [P.S. - I am not talking about only one lifetime here] Had you learned your right lesson at the first place, you would never face it again.
You get ruined in business or you lose your loved one - Is God Responsible? Business case, He never advised you to do what you did & now you are blaming Him. Second case, everyone has limited lifespan. Nature has its own rules & calculations. Everyone has to come, go & come back again. You simply can't blame God for it.
hmm.. Did you get any message out of this post? You need to love yourself & listen to His wishes righly (GOD is within you). You need to translate them into actions so that your purpose is fulfilled/meaning is justified.
In this fast world & 21st century, people would really throw my thoughts into garbage & then they will go back & question God (standing in the temple, looking at the 'x' person, thinking - oh (s)he comes here too?) about their unfulfilled wish.
:) I would just smile then! I've already fulfilled my purpose.
~KrupA
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Control
Inner wildness, can I control it? I believe I can, if I want to. But many a times I miss control over my inner wildness.
What do I mean by inner wildness? It's nothing but a state when myself doesn't like me as a person. When my soul doesn't feel good being in my body. However I try, I can not come out of the body. So I get angry. I see people around and I also shout at them (most of the times unnecessarily!) They get hurt and then I get no choice of overcoming that emotion which I impressed on them. The moment left - never comes back. I have been always saying this. I need to be totally present and controlled in every moment. But I am not yet!
Okay, can I also think that wildness is a feeling of being helpless? Helpless over circumstances. Helpless about the path I chose (which I had to choose)? Helpless about the outcomes of walking on that path? One knows and one never knows!! Do I sound very confusing to you? May be I intend to do so, but I know what I am writing and why. It is not meant for anyone to understand. And if think you do, you are misunderstanding. :)
What is my life meant for? Is it just doing some technical stuff, learning some programming fundas, cooking and writing blogs? I still keep checking my blog everyday like 'did anyone posted any comment?' But I am waiting for the day when I just write a blog and not expect comment and don't check it explicitly as a separate activity. It is not that I don't like comments and I don't like people reading my blog.
Let me explain! When I do something, it should not lead me towards an endless sufferingful net of expectation. Even if it just a matter of blogging!
Today, I have few more topics on my mind and hence will keep writing about them. But of course a separate topic for each.
~KrupA.
What do I mean by inner wildness? It's nothing but a state when myself doesn't like me as a person. When my soul doesn't feel good being in my body. However I try, I can not come out of the body. So I get angry. I see people around and I also shout at them (most of the times unnecessarily!) They get hurt and then I get no choice of overcoming that emotion which I impressed on them. The moment left - never comes back. I have been always saying this. I need to be totally present and controlled in every moment. But I am not yet!
Okay, can I also think that wildness is a feeling of being helpless? Helpless over circumstances. Helpless about the path I chose (which I had to choose)? Helpless about the outcomes of walking on that path? One knows and one never knows!! Do I sound very confusing to you? May be I intend to do so, but I know what I am writing and why. It is not meant for anyone to understand. And if think you do, you are misunderstanding. :)
What is my life meant for? Is it just doing some technical stuff, learning some programming fundas, cooking and writing blogs? I still keep checking my blog everyday like 'did anyone posted any comment?' But I am waiting for the day when I just write a blog and not expect comment and don't check it explicitly as a separate activity. It is not that I don't like comments and I don't like people reading my blog.
Let me explain! When I do something, it should not lead me towards an endless sufferingful net of expectation. Even if it just a matter of blogging!
Today, I have few more topics on my mind and hence will keep writing about them. But of course a separate topic for each.
~KrupA.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
My comfort
Thy discomfort healed me,
what kind of a friend am I?
Your help made me see,
things as right and wrong,
I did not acknowledge it,
what kind of a friend am I?
You valued my emotions,
but I made you cry,
what kind of a friend am I?
This looks true for everyone of us who faces such circumstances in life, where our comfort results into someone else's discomfort. And irony, of course that some one is our closer one.
To get an idea about such scenario- People never cry in front of anyone, but the near ones /friends. Now, the other side - seeing your close one crying, you don't feel comfortable as you can not help much sometimes.
What should be the right thing to do? Should the one who crys, should not cry anymore as it causes discomfort? Or the one who feels discomfort should tolerate discomfort which indirectly satisfies other person's emotional value?
I don't know the answer to this, as it quite a lot depends on the situation, the kind of relationship the two of them own. But when I face such situations in life, I really don't know what to do? Considering myself the one crying, I feel I should not cry anymore to cause discomfort.
But still, what I really feel is, if I am crying in front of someone, that means I might be subconsciously knowing that other person will be able to help me, will understand my sentiments. I may be wrong. May be that's why other person is uncomfortable.
Anyways, being on either side of situation, I don't think I would be uncomfortable, if my closer one needs me or I need him/her.
One should look into relationship in depth, to know the level of comfort. Open communication is the best way to identify.
Have a great day!
what kind of a friend am I?
Your help made me see,
things as right and wrong,
I did not acknowledge it,
what kind of a friend am I?
You valued my emotions,
but I made you cry,
what kind of a friend am I?
This looks true for everyone of us who faces such circumstances in life, where our comfort results into someone else's discomfort. And irony, of course that some one is our closer one.
To get an idea about such scenario- People never cry in front of anyone, but the near ones /friends. Now, the other side - seeing your close one crying, you don't feel comfortable as you can not help much sometimes.
What should be the right thing to do? Should the one who crys, should not cry anymore as it causes discomfort? Or the one who feels discomfort should tolerate discomfort which indirectly satisfies other person's emotional value?
I don't know the answer to this, as it quite a lot depends on the situation, the kind of relationship the two of them own. But when I face such situations in life, I really don't know what to do? Considering myself the one crying, I feel I should not cry anymore to cause discomfort.
But still, what I really feel is, if I am crying in front of someone, that means I might be subconsciously knowing that other person will be able to help me, will understand my sentiments. I may be wrong. May be that's why other person is uncomfortable.
Anyways, being on either side of situation, I don't think I would be uncomfortable, if my closer one needs me or I need him/her.
One should look into relationship in depth, to know the level of comfort. Open communication is the best way to identify.
Have a great day!
Monday, October 16, 2006
Correcting myself, only If wrong!!
For my previous post somebody anonymously commented and I wanted to argue. But comment section is not the right place to argue. So thought to write more.
'Curbing the natural instinct', is that the right word for something you learn? I don't think when people make natural mistakes, they should not correct it because it is a natural instinct. My interdependency and intimacy in any relationship should not be based on assumptions. Open communication is always required when we claim intimacy in the relationship. Of course, I do not ask my parents to be there for me. But many a times you are left with no choice than asking them because unless you mentioned, they were not aware of it. Take an example, you are in love with someone, you want to marry that person. Your parents are not aware of it and hence they are assuming that you will marry the person they say.
The assumption made out there really looks irrelevant to your close relationship with your parents. In fact, in our lives we face situations when even If we ask our parents to be there for us (as in scenario like above), they do not. What do you call it? Do you think it is right to curb your natural instinct of loving someone and to be with that person forever. I don't think it is right. Let not people assume about your emotional values. Not curbing natural instinct -is only right when the lessson you are learning out of it is making you more mature.
Another point, Why do I have to make an opinion about people? Why can't I learn not to judge anyone by not making opinion? Everybody talks about practicality. Who defines this practical approach towards life? I believe, everyone makes the customized rules for them because of their own set of fears and weaknesses. I am afraid of getting into attachment in any relationship where there is suffering due to lack of communication, due to unnecessary blames, due to assumptions. Hence, I made myself follow the detachment. I am not kind of a person who doesn't believe in getting into a relationship. I believe a relationship with full of love is amazing gift one can cherish forever.
But detachment has it's own defintion. There are many definitions available on net so will not repeat it.
Wisdom is not in reading,researching about it and writing about it, rather in following it.
Now addressing the specific case, where someone advises to know him or her better. I would definitely look forward to know the person better/more but my learning goes along with me. After this learning, I think my relationship with anyone will be better.
:-) good luck to me!
'Curbing the natural instinct', is that the right word for something you learn? I don't think when people make natural mistakes, they should not correct it because it is a natural instinct. My interdependency and intimacy in any relationship should not be based on assumptions. Open communication is always required when we claim intimacy in the relationship. Of course, I do not ask my parents to be there for me. But many a times you are left with no choice than asking them because unless you mentioned, they were not aware of it. Take an example, you are in love with someone, you want to marry that person. Your parents are not aware of it and hence they are assuming that you will marry the person they say.
The assumption made out there really looks irrelevant to your close relationship with your parents. In fact, in our lives we face situations when even If we ask our parents to be there for us (as in scenario like above), they do not. What do you call it? Do you think it is right to curb your natural instinct of loving someone and to be with that person forever. I don't think it is right. Let not people assume about your emotional values. Not curbing natural instinct -is only right when the lessson you are learning out of it is making you more mature.
Another point, Why do I have to make an opinion about people? Why can't I learn not to judge anyone by not making opinion? Everybody talks about practicality. Who defines this practical approach towards life? I believe, everyone makes the customized rules for them because of their own set of fears and weaknesses. I am afraid of getting into attachment in any relationship where there is suffering due to lack of communication, due to unnecessary blames, due to assumptions. Hence, I made myself follow the detachment. I am not kind of a person who doesn't believe in getting into a relationship. I believe a relationship with full of love is amazing gift one can cherish forever.
But detachment has it's own defintion. There are many definitions available on net so will not repeat it.
Wisdom is not in reading,researching about it and writing about it, rather in following it.
Now addressing the specific case, where someone advises to know him or her better. I would definitely look forward to know the person better/more but my learning goes along with me. After this learning, I think my relationship with anyone will be better.
:-) good luck to me!
Friday, October 06, 2006
Learning to trust
Trusting people, oh!!! it's damn easy. :-) really? Well, you just spend some time with someone and due to momentary good behavior in some situation, you start trusting that person. But did we really think, till how long it goes? If you see some other situation where the behavior is not as expected and you lose that trust.
You hear someone else making some opinion about that person and your belief really gets affected. I heard people saying -> no, it's never like that, we just help each other to understand someone. Well, in a way it might be right. With me, it motivates bias behavior rather than a help in understanding someone. May be I am still learning not to get biased.
I feel keeping the trust untouched is really difficult and I am still learning. If I remember, one of the lessons one needs to learn is to TRUST. If I don't trust anything, how can I survive?
If for small materialistic things, I keep involving myself in loads of doubts and remain skeptic, how would that help me develop my trust?
I understand, one needs to be practical. But 'I' take most things in life from spiritual learning point of view. So, I believe that with experience I will learn. When I fail, I will definitely learn what to do next time. If I see only skeptic side of anything then I won't trust anything and in turn I won't achieve anything.
Well, that's all for now about trust. But I have many thoughts in mind, but need to put into words. May be some other time!
You hear someone else making some opinion about that person and your belief really gets affected. I heard people saying -> no, it's never like that, we just help each other to understand someone. Well, in a way it might be right. With me, it motivates bias behavior rather than a help in understanding someone. May be I am still learning not to get biased.
I feel keeping the trust untouched is really difficult and I am still learning. If I remember, one of the lessons one needs to learn is to TRUST. If I don't trust anything, how can I survive?
If for small materialistic things, I keep involving myself in loads of doubts and remain skeptic, how would that help me develop my trust?
I understand, one needs to be practical. But 'I' take most things in life from spiritual learning point of view. So, I believe that with experience I will learn. When I fail, I will definitely learn what to do next time. If I see only skeptic side of anything then I won't trust anything and in turn I won't achieve anything.
Well, that's all for now about trust. But I have many thoughts in mind, but need to put into words. May be some other time!
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